~*~Stuff~*~

~*~Drink and Drive~*~

I went to a party,
And remembered what you said.
you told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a Sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself,
the way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice,
and your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car,
sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mum
something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,"
Mum, His voice seems far away.

My own blood all around me,
as I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."

I'm sure the guy had no idea,
while he was flying high,
because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mum
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mum
tell daddy to be brave,
and when I go to heaven,
put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.

Someone should have taught him,
that it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mum
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mum,
as I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say I love you, Mum
So I love you and good-bye.

~*~Abortion~*~
6 weeks old today mummy
A birthday gift for me
A pair of big blue eyes
thru one day I will see.
Where are we going mummy
with the rain splashing down
when it hits the sidewalk
it makes a funny sound.
Bang thru the big white doors
people dressed in green
if they hurt u mummy
just run away and scream.
Help me mummy their tearing me apart
there goes my big blue eyes
there goes my little heart.
I love u mummy believe me i do
but the worst thing is I thought u loved me to.

~*Die For Love*~
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mom was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
And on my bed a note was found
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love....

~*~Lovers Suicide~*~

She knew it when she met him
From the very first time
They were meant to be together
There wasn’t a doubt in her mind
From the first words that he spoke
She could hear it in his voice
She knew he felt the same way
It was a given, not by choice
Immediately they were together
The couple that everyone knew
There was an instant connection
And their friends could feel it too
People said it wouldn’t work
Because they came from different places
But their love was everlasting
You could see it in their faces
Their parents saw it differently
Forbidding it to start
But their feelings were so strong
They couldn’t keep them apart
Their parents went through everything
Thinking it couldn’t last
Judging by accidents
With relationships in the past
It was like they’d known forever
This relationship was right
To him she was his princess
And to her he was her knight
And then they were finally separated
Both of their hearts being torn
It felt like tearing the petals off a rose
And being pricked by the thorn
They found a way to be together
Secretly meeting late at night
Making love until the sun rose
Holding each other tight
Finally they came to realize
This was no way to live
Secretly loving your soul mate
Was more effort then they could deel
One night they went together Bringing along a knife
Kissing each other good-bye
And taking each other's life
The plunging of the knife
Stood for the sacrifices they were making
And the pouring of their blood
Was for the measures they were taking
They held each other tightly
As they watched each other die
But they knew that this was better
Than living in a lie
Hours later they were found
No one knowing just why they died
But stories are going around
Of a lovers' suicide

~*~Jenny~*~

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found.
For once in her life it was on the right side of town.
She unpacked her things with such great ease.
As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze.
How wonderful it was to have her own room.
School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon.
There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy
It's just the way she wanted her life to be.
On the first day of school, everything went great.
She made new friends and even got a date!
She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be,
Because I just got a date with the star of the team!"
To be known in this school you had to have a clout,
And dating this guy would sure help her out.
There was only one problem stopping her fate.
Her parents had said she was too young to date.
"Well, I just won't tell them the entire truth.
They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?"
Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night.
Her parents frowned but said, "All right."
Excited, she got ready for the big event
But as she rushed around like she had no sense,
She began to feel guilty about all the lies,
But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride?
Well the pizza was good, and the party was great,
But the moonlight ride would have to wait.
For Jeff was half drunk by this time.
She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble,
And heard, call an ambulance!
These kids are in trouble!
Voices she heard...a few words at best.
But she knew there were two cars
involved in the wreck.
Then wondered to herself if Jeff was all right,
And if the people in the other car was alive.
She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad.
"You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad."
These voices echoed inside her head,
As they gently told her that Jeff was dead.
They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do.
But it looks as if we'll lose you too."
"But the people in the other car!? "Jenny cried.
"We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."
Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done
I only wanted to have just one night of fun."
"Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim,
And wish I could return their families to them."
"Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied,
And that it's my fault so many have died.
Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?"
The nurse just stood there-she never agreed.
But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes.
And a few moments later Jenny died.
A man asked the nurse,
"Why didn't you do your best?"
To bid that girl her one last request?"
She looked at the man with eyes so sad.
"Because the people in the other car
were her mom and dad."

Her pretty smile drawn from her face
Her eyes a pool of tears
She was my one truest friend
I'd known throughout the years
But something weird had happened
She isnt still the same
She hides behind the grin she wears
Just covering the pain.
She lost her every confidence
The day her spirits died
She tried to hide the sorrows
To cover up the tears she cried
The people didnt understand
They couldnt see the truth
That they had caused the pain she beared
Killed this prideful happy youth
She always cares what others think
It leaves her in such pain
Because what others think is always mean
For people are so vain
One day she couldnt bear it
She killed herself in strife
The people who were rude to her
Had cost that girl her life.
~Yea...think about next time

~*~Stacy~*~

Stacy loved basketball,
Friends and parties too,
And when it came to painting,
That's all she wanted to do.
She painted everything she saw,
Birds, flowers, and the sky,
Some days she sat at her window,
And painted everything that passed her by .
But lately she'd been feeling woozy ,
Her muscles ached a lot,
And her parents got kind of worried,
So they took her to the doc.
The doctor took a couple of tests,
To see if everything was okay,
Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness,
And this is what she had to say:
"I'm sorry, but you've got leukemia,
You've got about 3 months more."
Then Stacy got up and ran out of the room,
And slammed the office door.
She ran down the street screaming,
And cried her eyes out dry,
And stayed up all night,
Wondering what it's like to die.
Her parents held her tightly,
And said, "We love you,
We'll make your last few months the greatest,
We'll do anything for you."
So Stacy and her parents moved to Florida,
To live by the sea,
Because Stacy loved the ocean,
And when she died, that's where she wanted to be.
She spent her days painting,
And horseback riding by the bay,
But one day she met this guy,
And his name was Jay.
They collected seashells together,
And talked about all kinds of things,
And then one day while walking,
He handed her a ring.
It said, "I love you,"
Which brought tears to Stacy's eyes,
And when he put it on her finger,
She began to cry.
He asked her what was wrong,
and she then replied,
"I've got leukemia, and
about a month more"
He said, "No matter what,
I love you.
And no matter what, you are
the one I adore."
So they spent everyday together,
And swam in the Atlantic all day,
But Stacy was getting weaker,
And it was hard for her stay awake.
So one day Stacy painted her picture, and gave it
to Jay,
She said, "I want you to remember me,
even when I leave this place."
But one day while they were walking,
And searching for seashells in the sand,
Stacy collapsed and started to lose her breath,
And said to Jay, "Please hold my hand."
I love you more than anyone,"
You are my only true love,"
But now my time is up,"
And I'll watch over you from above,"
Then Stacy's body was lifeless,
As she lay in Jay's arms,
And he sat there all day,
And kept her safe from harm.

~*~Misty~*~

My name is Misty I am but three,My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound, My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work.He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Misty And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

~JOHNNY~
Johnny brought a gun to school he told his friends that it was cool and when he pulled the trigger back it shot with a great crack.

Mommy i was a good girl i did what i was told i went to school i got straight A's i even got the gold.

But mommy when i went to school that day i never said goodbye im sorry mommy i had to go but mommy please dont cry.

When johnny shot the gun he hit me and another and all because johnny got the gun from his older brother.

Mommy please tell daddy that i love him very much, and please tell chris my B/F that it wasnt justa a crush. And tell my little sister that shes the only one now, and tell my dear sweet gradmother ill be waiting for her now. And tell my wonderful friends they always were the best.

Mommy im not the first im no better than the rest. Mommy tell my teachers that i wont show up to class, and never to forget this and please dont let this pass.

Mommy why'd it have to be me, no one deserves this, mommywarn the others mommy i left without a kiss.

Mommy tell the doctors i know they really did try i think i even saw a dotor trying not to cry. Mommy im slowly dieing with a bullet in my chest mommy please rememer im in heaven with the rest.

Mommy i ran as fast as i could when i heard that crack mommy please listen im not going to be back.

I wanted to go to college i wanted to try things that were new i guess im not going with daddy on a trip to that new zoo. I wanted to get married i wanted to have a kid i wanted to be an actress mommy i wanted to live.

But mommy i must go now, the time is getting late please tell chris im sorry i had to cancel the date. I love you mommy i always have i know you know its true, mommy all i wanted to say is mommy i love you.

                                *Near to the  door*

·          he paused to stand*

·

                        *as he took his  class ring*

                               * off her hand

                          *all who were  watching*

                              *did not  speak*

                             * as a silent tear*

                           * ran down his  cheek*

                           *and through  his mind*

                             *the memories  ran*

                        * of the moments they walked*

                   * and ran in the sand (hand and hand)*

                  * but now her eyes were so terribly cold*

                         *for he would  never again*

                            * have her to  hold*

                         *they watched  in silence*

                             * as he bent near*

                      *and whispered  the words..*....

Ø                               *"I LOVE YOU"  in her ear*

Ø

                 then touched her  face and started to cry*

                 * ashe put on his ring and wanted to  die*

                   *and just then  the wind began to blow*

                        * asthey lowered her casket*

                            * into the snow....*

                           *this is what  happens*

                             * toman alive.....*

                       *when friends  let friends....*

                             * drink and drive.*

**more coming soon**